Me: Do you think I've been doing better since getting Isaac?
Mike: Yeah, sure.
Me: In what ways?
Mike: Oh, just generally.
Me: But like what?
Mike: You seem more upbeat.
Me: I seem more upbeat?
Mike: Yes.
Me: Can you say some more about that?
Mike: Just more upbeat in general.
Me: OK. What else?
Mike: That's about it.
Me: Sigh.
I actually think many things in my life have improved thanks to Isaac. I just wanted some confirmation, I guess. Here are the good things I've noticed:
- My back hurts much less than it used to. In the last three weeks or so, I have take exactly three pain pills. I used to take two a day, most days.
- I am seldom afraid of walking into a dark room. Sometimes that's because Isaac goes ahead and turns the light on for me, but I find myself frightened less often even if he doesn't turn on the light for me. I just feel safer.
- I'm not afraid to take a shower at night or when I am home alone. Well, at least, not most of the time. Isaac sits in the bathroom with me while I shower.
- I am able to do more things independently, like I don't have to ask Mike to carry laundry to the bedroom for me, because Isaac does that for me. But because my back feels so much better, I am able to do other things for myself that I sometimes had to ask Mike to do in the past. For instance, last night I made a pizza for dinner and was able to bend over to take it out of the oven, something I used to have to ask Mike to do because it hurt too much to bend over.
- Anxiety attacks usually don't last as long as they used to, I assume mainly because I get my medication right away since Isaac brings it to me.
- I am much more active. I walk a lot with Isaac, weather permitting. I also go more places, because I like taking Isaac places because he likes to go places.
- I get less anxious when I'm out somewhere because Isaac is with me. I want to write about this in another post, but when things happen that in the past left me panicking and in tears, now I might feel pretty anxious, but I'm able to deal with them. Isaac doesn't really do anything to make me less anxious most of the time; just having him there makes me feel better. Now, that is not a trained task and isn't something that makes a dog a service dog, but it's an added benefit of having a service dog.
Kelly,
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy Isaac is making such a difference in your life. The ability to go into dark rooms, take a shower (can I borrow him for this?), and lessened anxiety both at home and in public are all the things I hoped he would help you with. Anxiety/panic disorder sucks big time, and anything that helps is a blessing. Not a religious person but have to say Isaac has been a "blessing" for you - can't think of another word for it. I hope you'll continue to improve.
Kathy
Oh, I definitely think he has been a real blessing. I feel very blessed to have him. I think I was very fortunate to be able to find a program that could train a dog for me, and it just so happened they had a dog that would be ready to place soon so I ended up waiting just a few months instead of a couple years like it often takes to get a service dog. They also agreed to let me make payments instead of paying the full amount up front, or I would not have a dog yet. I have been very blessed, and Isaac has been wonderful.
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